Clean Slate

I can't even properly describe or express the sincere amount of comfort i have been experiencing recently. i understood that i wanted to wipe away what was left of myself and start anew, fresh, but in the same city and within some of the constraints. i have grown and i'm incredibly grateful for the fortunate living situation i find myself in.

it is not nearly as dysfunctional as my stay at d'hibernia. i have decided to wipe that place from my memory and most of the incidents or faces that go along with that no longer register. i am at my first real place and making a strong effort, even if it seems effortless, to be a wonderful and easy roommate. we cook for each other, share groceries, watch documentaries and then make popcorn. it is a godsend and within these walls i look forward to my lavish bed and angled yet softly lighted bedroom. the bed is made every morning, i fold the light green top sheets on top of a duvet and now an old native american crafted woolent blanket to reveal it's deep purple under belly to match the dark wood that has minimistacally framed my bed. the bed side tables act as an extension to it's frame and hold my music that is almost constantly playing when a documentary isn't being streamed. it's so very exciting to live with someone who shares my eating habits and even spiritual, or lack there of, beliefs. this weekend has been a true recharge to a work load and knowing i have such a wonderful place to come back to makes the after parties and outtings even more enjoyable. the stays at distillerie until befriending the bar staff and enjoying speciality drinks made for us as opposed to just being another face and the satisfaction of speaking to everyone within a room that deserves it and finding interesting niches to pick and prod away.

the new josh just needs to finish is body upgrade and it's over.